E'teraf - I - Crazy room

sandalie sade'i bood ke neshastan roosh adamo khaste nemikard, ye sandalie sade vali khosh-sakht az choobe baloot ke too oon tariki ghahve'ie sookhte be nazar mioomad, rooye sandali lam dade bood, pahash ro be halate rahati nim deraz karde bood, va dasthash az aranj be bad roo miz boodan, yek mize khosh-sakhte sade az choobe baloot, rooberoosh ye dar bood. be dar zol zade bood va montazer bood yeki biad too, otagh ye mostatil bood be ab'ade hodoodan se dar char metr va oon dari ke behesh zol zade bood rooye yeki az zel'haye 4 metri bood.

vaghti az poshte saresh sedaye pa shenid ta'job kard, kasi ro too otagh nadide bood, sedaye pa az kenaresh rad shod va raft goosheye chape otagh, sahebe sedaye pa poshtesho karde bood va chehrash ma'loom nabood, ye dastesh too jibesh bood, ba'de chand lahze Adalrico shoroo kard be zarbe zadan be miz, ba sare angoshtash har sanie do se zarbe be miz mizad, sahebe sedaye pa bargasht va oomad oonvar miz, dastesho az too jibesh daravord va gozasht rooye miz, too oonyeki dastesh ye choob bood, choobi ke ye sooratak ro rooye sooratesh negah dashte bood, sooratake yek labkhand, az zire sooratak ye sedaye garm o delneshin goft:
- begoo
- bale?
- goftam begoo
- bebakhshid man motevajeh nemisham, chi bayad begam? aslan inja kojas?
- inja otaghe shomareye sad o chahardahe, lotfan zoodtar harf bezanid, chon man emrooz rooze khastekonande'i ro gozaroondam va mikham zoodtar karam o tamoom konam.
- ozr mikham man vaghe'an motevajeh nemisham, yani nemidoonam chi bayad begam, shoma midoonid man chejoori oomadam inja? maskharas man vaghe'an nemifahmam inja chekhabare va bayad too in sharayet ehsase tars bokonam vali chenin ehsasi nadaram.
- na, mote'asefane man nemidoonam shoma chetor oomadid inja, vali gha'edatan khodetoon bayad bedoonid chio bayad begid, pas lotfan zoodtar begid.
- man vaghe'an delam mikhad komaketoon konam, vali nemidoonam chi bayad begam, va vaghe'an gij shodam, lotfan be man begid man alan kojam, shoma az man chi mikhayd? key mitoonam bargardam?
- be koja bargardi?
- um.... maskharas, nemidoonam bayad bargardam koja. yavash yavash daram mitarsam, inja che khabare?
- khob ba'ziha mesle shoma yekam sakhtgiran, mas'aleye adi'ie, vali negaran nabashid, ma midoonim chetor ba shoma barkhord konim ke hame chiz khoob tamoom she, lotfan be tozihate man khoob goosh konid: man nemidoonam shoma az koja oomadid va tahala ham hichkodoom az kasa'i ke didam nemidoonestan va nafahmidan az koja oomadan, shoma inja bayad ye chizi be man begid ke khodetoon midoonid chie, shayad avalesh kami gij beshid vali age khoob fekr konid mifahmid bayad chi begid, oon dari ke poshte mane sare yek sa'ati baz mishe, va shoma azash mirid biroon, vazifeye man ine ke behetoon begam BE NAF'ETOONE GHABL AZ INKE DAR BAZ BESHE ETERAF KARDE BA...
- ETERAF manzooretoon chie? man be chi bayad eteraf konam? magar man...
- lotfan harfe man ro ghat nakonid, mohem nist che esmi roosh mizarid, dashtam migoftam, vazifeye mane ke behetoon begam GHABL AZ BAZ SHODANE DAR BEHTARE HARFETOONO ZADE BASHID
- vay khodaye man, yavash yavash daram mitarsam. vali bishtar hes mikonam shoma man ro sare kar gozashtid, in bayad ye bazie maskhare bashe...
- bebinid agha, esmetoon chie?
- peh... shoma hata esmam ro ham nemidoonid, esmam Adalrico e
- aghaye Adalrico, man vaghe'an delam mikhad in eterafgiri khoob tamoom beshe, chon emrooz do morede vahshatnak dashtam, khahesh mikonam in halate defa'i ro raha konid, lotfan moghavemat nakonid va ejaze bedid oonche ke bayad etefagh biofte etefagh biofte, man ham komaketoon mikonam, bavar konid ke man mikham komaketoon konam pas lotfan jebhegiri nakonid, hala khoob fekr konid va bebinid chi bayad begid.
- nakheyr aghaye mask, man intor fekr nemikonam, va oon maske maskhareye shoma ham bishtar man ro moztareb mikone, maskharas, man be chi bayad fekr konam? tarjih midam bejaye fekr kardan az shoma bekham ke raje' be khodetoon tozih bedid, va inke chera ye mask roo sooratetoon darin.
- intor ke be nazar miad shoma yeki az oon bad ghelegh ha hastid, khahesh mikonam enghadr porso joo nakonid va bejash fekr konid, in halate konjkave shoma mane'e tafakore maghzetoon mishe, harcheghadr bishtar konjkavitoon ro ebraz konid ba'dan sakhtar mitoonid chizi ke bayad begid ro peyda konid. va lotfan sharayet ro dark konid, shoma nemitoonid az man entezar dashte bashid bedoonam az koja oomadam vaghti khodetoon nemidoonid az koja oomadid.
Adalrico sare jash saf shod va angoshtesh ro be halati tahdid amiz joloye soorate marde maskdar harekat dad va goft:
- LA'NATI MAN CHIZI BARAY GOFTAN NADARAM, CHERA OON MASKE MASKHARAT RO AZ ROO SOORATET BAR NEMIDARI VA BEJAYE INKE MAN RO BA IN DASTANHAYE ELMI TAKHAYOLIT SARE KAR BEZARI ASLE MAJARA RO DOROSTO HESABI NEMIGI? MAN AGE NEMIDOONAM KI HASTAM HADE'AGHAL AZ KASI HAM BAZJOO'I NEMIKONAM.
- SHOMA GHARAR NIST BE MASK E MAN KARI DASHTE BASHID VA BAR KHALAFE OON CHIZI KE SHOMA FEKR MIKONID MAN GHASD NADARAM GHAZIARO ELMI TAKHAYOLI JELVE BEDAM, CHERA BEJAYE IN HAME BAHS O JADAL CHAND LAHZE BE INKE CHI BAYAD BEGID FEKR NEMIKONID? AGE OON DAR BAZ SHE VA ETERAF NAKARDE BASHID KHEYLI BAD MISHE.


to be continued ...